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3 November 2018 03:22I'm back. Figured I should probably try to actually use this thing. Otherwise why did I make an account?
Anyway, I've just come home for the "evening" after a night out with friends; we went for kbbq and then to my friend's place after to chat for a bit. It's always a little bittersweet to hang out with them. They're really some of my only "friends", if you can call them that, and we haven't been able to all see each other as much as we'd like. So of course it was nice to finally see most of them after a long while. But every time I do see them I'm just strongly reminded of my personal problems and how lonely I truly am. I'm sure I'll delve more into this at another point but I don't feel like writing a whole thing about it right now.
Yesterday I went to see a skating show (The Thank You Canada Tour) in Oshawa with my sister and mom. We splurged on floor seats and it was so worth it being able to really see the skaters up close. We had gone to another show previously (Stars on Ice) in May and had seats in the stands and you really can't see much from far away. But yeah I was able to see all my favourite Canadian figure skaters up close and it was such a privilege honestly. I was so sad to see many of them retire from competitive skating so it's nice to still be able to see them skate in some way. Being able to see Patrick Chan skate.. I just want to cry seriously. So lame haha.
Well it's late and I should probably go to sleep. Goodnight!
Anyway, I've just come home for the "evening" after a night out with friends; we went for kbbq and then to my friend's place after to chat for a bit. It's always a little bittersweet to hang out with them. They're really some of my only "friends", if you can call them that, and we haven't been able to all see each other as much as we'd like. So of course it was nice to finally see most of them after a long while. But every time I do see them I'm just strongly reminded of my personal problems and how lonely I truly am. I'm sure I'll delve more into this at another point but I don't feel like writing a whole thing about it right now.
Yesterday I went to see a skating show (The Thank You Canada Tour) in Oshawa with my sister and mom. We splurged on floor seats and it was so worth it being able to really see the skaters up close. We had gone to another show previously (Stars on Ice) in May and had seats in the stands and you really can't see much from far away. But yeah I was able to see all my favourite Canadian figure skaters up close and it was such a privilege honestly. I was so sad to see many of them retire from competitive skating so it's nice to still be able to see them skate in some way. Being able to see Patrick Chan skate.. I just want to cry seriously. So lame haha.
Well it's late and I should probably go to sleep. Goodnight!
